Dear ???

How are you? are you doing great? when will you get back here in Cainta? Did you already have a girlfriend after me?

I just wanna say, I miss you so badly even your feeling for me already gone. I want you to back here in my life because i want to prove  that i really love you without hesitation. I never had enough moments with you because our relationship before was not legal to my mother. I'm sorry that I won't able to fight our relationship especially to my best friend,you already knew the reason for that. Its not easy for me to beg you, but if i have a chance to be with you again, this time i love you much better.

I remembered when we were first met, I had a doubt to my self that you don't like me, but i was wrong because you said "I am cute".. (I was really flattered).

I remembered when we were in Adoration Chapel, you really like that place. You always asked me if we could go there but sorry, because sometimes i refused your invitation. I remembered when I polished your fingernails in a black color and you liked it.

I miss how you hold my hand securely and it symbolized that you don't want to be away from me. I miss how you greet me every morning in sms " good morning part! I love you!" and how you say good night like "Good night part, sweet dreams. I miss the way you gets angry if I drink liquors with my friends especially if there is a guy in that group.

But if you have your girlfriend right now, i will respect you especially the girl. I don't want you to break up with her. I know that your girl friend loves you so much because you are the type of guy that can be easy to be loved because you are the sweetest guy I ever met. You always show your sweetness even in a small way. You are thoughtful and loving boyfriend that all women want. :-(

Before I end this letter. I just want to say that I'm here for you as your friend and if you have a problem don't hesitate to share your problem with me. Now, I just live my life without you  because life goes on and if we are really meant for each other, I just wait for the moment that our path will cross unexpectedly.

Sincerely yours

Marella (mae)